Gas Whisperer & Other Recent Adventures

April 12th, 2011

Hello People!!!

I’m a day late for my Half Moon Book Review *) but it will post later today!  In the meantime, here’s a snippet of what’s been going on in my life for your own, personal amusement.

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I’ve been trying to get some form of exercise on a daily basis, and the harder I try, the more miserably I seem to fail at it. A few weeks ago I decided that the next morning, Monday, I was going to get off my butt and start running again.

I woke up with my back out, and barely able to move.  Then, after two days, when I finally started to be able to move more freely, I came down with a flu that took me through another week and a half.

A while back, I also went through a really weird loss of control when I was reading Marianne Williamson’s, A Course in Weightloss.  Apparently I have some very serious beliefs and thought patterns related to my body and my weight.  Which isn’t really surprising.  Who HASN’T had their heads filled with garbage about their bodies?

I watched a documentary called Fat Head that really changed the way I was thinking about food.  It’s still pretty far off base as far as I’m concerned because it promotes things I don’t agree with, but taking a more personally tailored approach which includes home cooked, organic produce, and using my own amazing powers of common sense, I’ve found myself eating a low carb diet.

I know our epiphanies are our own, and they’re never as amazing to anyone else, and that’s why I’m not going to babble on about my whole body realization.  The short of it is, I realized that to love, honor, and respect my body is to invite God to experience and create through it.  It’s like cleaning the temple in anticipation of the King’s arrival.

I decided a more structured morning routine was in order.  I make routines, but I’m not so strong with the following of them.  It’s that Aries in me :)

My new, whole being, morning routine is now as follows…

** Body ** Go jog.  Seven and a half minutes out, alternating jogging and walking measured by the distance between phone poles.  Then seven and a half minutes back.  Only 15 minutes.  I can do that.

** Spirit ** Come through the door, out of breath and sweating, pour a glass of water and drink it on the way to my chair.  Open a 15 minute meditation timer, tip my head back and just breathe.  My mind is clear after exercise, and my body is exhausted.  Why not use that to my advantage?

** Mind ** When the meditation timer dings, I refill my water, and grab an apple from the fridge before I reset the 15 minute meditation timer, and pick up whatever Spiritually natured book I am currently reading.

And if I go in directly and shower after my reading, I can knock the whole thing out in an hour.  A one hour daily devotion dedicated to honoring myself, and in doing so, I’m inviting God and my Angels to work through me, because I’ve created a holy and sacred environment within me.

I have been working this routine perfectly for two days now.

Yesterday and today.

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Yesterday~ The Gas Whisperer

I leave to go to the store.  I HAVE to get gas.  I’m a little worried I won’t make it to the station.  I take a deep breath and thank my Angels for their assistance in getting me there and for bringing me peace.

The last time I did that, it was a mind blowing experience, so I was confident that all would be well.  Wouldn’t you know it, I had the exact same experience again!

I saw the gas station sign as I approached and it said $3.78.  I looked away a moment and glanced back up and watched the sign change to $3.89.

CRAP!  What should I do?  But then I knew.  And I had to be right because if I got to the other place at all, I wouldn’t be able to go anywhere else.  I was running on fumes.  And so I went for it.

A couple miles down the road, the sign comes into view as I approach…. $3.75!!  Even cheaper than the original price at the other station!!

And then, in my shock, as I was pulling in, I said, out loud…. Oh my God, I’m like… The Gas Whisperer…. which made me start to giggle a lot harder than one might think. (LOL)

There is only two pumps and there were already four cars parked next to them, but as I pulled in, in a fit of giggles, all four cars pulled away and seemed to circle the pumps on their way out as though they were choreographed.  It was really odd.  But I pulled right up and filled my tank ALL the way up.

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Yesterday Evening ~ Affirmational Assault

I have recently reconnected with a girl who grew up across the street from me.  We were best friends.  We even did that whole “blood sister” thing when we were like, 9 and 10.  We’ve lost touch and reconnected several times through the years.  It’s always almost like we’ve never been apart when we come back together.  We were always close.

We were having a very Spiritual and philosophical conversation on the phone yesterday evening and we got to talking about how I feel about the law of attraction and how I believe the Universe operates, and the evidence I’ve seen in my own life.

Then the conversation turned to money when she found a dollar in a pair of jeans out of the dryer while we were on the phone and she exclaimed, “I love how I keep finding money everywhere!!”

I was absolutely blown away by being given such a BEAUTIFUL soapbox from which to preach (LOL), and I took the opportunity.  I started to tell her how that was a wonderful affirmation, and how if every time she finds ANY money, she would make that declaration, she would find that there would be a lot more found money in her future.

I said…

Every thought is a prayer.  God doesn’t stop listening… you just stop being aware of the presence.  Say things about money that make you happy, like…. I love finding money!  I love when people GIVE me money!!  I feel SO good when I know I have enough money.  I feel so relaxed and contented when money flows easily to me.  I love winning money!  I love GIVING money!!  I love that the world is just one big energy stew and that I can have as much money energy as I want!!  I love that there’s always enough!

It was quite a little rampage I went on.

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And Today ~

I won $70 on a lottery ticket this morning.

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Ironically, I spent $72 yesterday to fill my gas tank.

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Energy Raising & a Countdown

March 6th, 2011

~ The Nineteen Things I Love About Spring Countdown!! ~

Fourteen days to go until spring has sprung!!!

#14~ Dry Roads

I know with all the spring showers, there’s plenty of wet to be had, but the weather is kinder.  It may rain, but with rising temperatures it stays wet for shorter stretches.  I love being able to get back out on the road on my bicycle with my pack.  My pack loves it too.

They get tired of the treadmill.

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I started doing this energy building exercise last week, and now I’m noticing the flow of energy seems to be starting on its own now.

What you do is, imagine a bright, warm, white light coming down from above and entering your crown chakra, at the crown of your skull.  It flows down to your solar plexus (where your lowest ribs come together on your front) and swirls. All this is on the inhale.  Then, on the exhale, you imagine that beam of white light beaming out from your solar plexus and into the Universe.

It’s supposed to build energy, raise your vibration, and puff up and strengthen you auric field.

It’s been a full week that I’ve been doing this little exercise and this morning when I simply thought about doing it, I started to feel that tingly feeling on the top of my head.  I didn’t relax or take a deep breath or try to do anything.  I just thought, “I want to make sure I take a minute this morning to do that exercise,” and immediately the crown of my head started to get all prickly and swirly.

That was pretty cool.

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They say you have energy memory and once you get energy flowing a certain way, it will cut an energetic riverbed that will flow more naturally over time. I find it reassuring that my energy memory is taking hold so fast.

This little exercise experience has shown me not only how easy it is to get positive energy moving through my body and life, but has also illustrated pretty blatantly how chronic disease happens.  If I can create such a beautiful energy flow in just one week’s time, how much time might it take to use negative thoughts and emotion to create negative energy paths or rather, path blockages, and create disease?

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Snide Remarks & a Countdown

March 4th, 2011

~ The Nineteen Things I Love About Spring Countdown!! ~

Sixteen days to go until spring has sprung!!!

#16~ BUDS ON LILAC BUSHES!!!

This is one of the very early signs of spring, and BOO-YA(!) I have some!!  And this is NOT the only exciting part!

I planted my lilac bushes late last spring, and they were kinda rough around the edges.  Combined with the fact that we have really dense, clay soil here, and lilacs need loose soil and ample drainage (which water doesn’t drain well through clay… picture a clay pot… that’s what a hole in my yard is like!), I didn’t have a lot of hope that they would thrive.

Well, they HAVE!  I could see the buds from the sun room!

Lilac Buds

Lilac Buds 2

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I’m having a rough morning. Lemme ‘splain.

I connect with music.  I adore music.  When I can feel what a song is saying, it can easily reduce me to tears.

Mike… not so much.  He likes and listens to music, but he doesn’t connect with music in the same way I do.  The only song I’ve ever seen him choke up during was the wedding march they played when I came up the aisle.

He gets his shorts all in a bunch sometimes, and will go off bitching about repeating lyrics.  He’s absolutely irritated by phrases that repeat in songs.  Even the CHORUS!  I’m like… Dude, it’s the freakin’ chorus!  It’s SUPPOSED to repeat…

Well, anyway…

I don’t watch American Idol.  No hate mail please.  I don’t know the guy who was on Idol, whose girlfriend was in an accident and is now mentally and physically handicapped.  I heard about it by accident because he was on the morning show that was on the tv in the background as we waited for the weather to come on.

He sang this song.  This love song for her.  Singing, why would I leave her when she needed me most.  What kind of man would I be?

It was very touching.  Of course I was almost in tears, but when am I not?  And at the end, I thought… I don’t know how singers can do that.  If I had to sing a song about the depth of love I feel for my husband, I wouldn’t make it but a few lyrics in before I choked, and my throat closed, and I was completely overwhelmed with emotion.  I’m just LIKE that.

So with that thought, I turn to Mike, who’s putting his boots on for work, and I say, “I don’t know how singers can do that…”

He replies, “What?  Sing the same freakin’ words, over and over?” in a snide, sarcastic tone.  Then he launched into his speech on the topic.

I guess he was about due. I know he’s feeling really stressed out at work right now, and when he cracks up a bit, at least he does it in the same old predictable ways, with the same old predictable speeches.  It’s like, how he releases the pent up energy inside of him.

Sure beats most every alternative way I can think of where someone is releasing stress energy.

(As a side note, my Ego has just informed me that my writing this blogs sucks because I was still a little hurt and angry when I started writing, but through analyzing it in order to articulate it, I seem to have put out the fire, and will salvage this day and my attitude after all…)

Well, I find it hard sometimes to be all zen about life in general when someone… anyone… is being all snide about something that I feel so strongly about, but it’s that much harder when it’s HIM.  I know he’s not attacking me, because I am not that thing which he finds distasteful.  I am not the song or the lyrics, nor do they actually represent me in any way.  Still, it stings.

And I found it ironic that as I sat, suddenly overwhelmed with my depth of love for him, he chose that moment to run off at the mouth, making me feel small and stupid.  I know.  I CHOSE to feel small and stupid.  You know what I mean.

But that little bit up there about his releasing stress energy this way, that was brilliant. I don’t think I’ve ever actually consciously acknowledged that THAT is what he’s doing when he does that.  And he’s about  four weeks away from completely losing his head at work and quitting.  He’s only held it together this long because he needs a little more time to put the finishing touches on his own business launch.

So, yeah… he’s really stressing right now.  I’m glad that little bit of brilliance struck me.  That was the phrase that put the fire out and took the sting away.  It’s actually kinda funny.  It was almost hard to finish the story once the fire was out :)

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