Finding Heaven

June 15th, 2011

Me and the boys cleaned out the van yesterday and got loaded up, ready to go fishing.

When everything was ready, we got in and I started it up.  The song that came on the radio as the van roared to life was Brad Paisley, I’m Gonna Miss Her.  A song about fishing.  We laughed at that.  How synchronous ♥

When it was finishing up, Michael says, “Wouldn’t it be funny if  She Thinks We’re Just Fishin by Trace Adkins came on next?”

The song ends.  We all hang in the silence, waiting for the next song to start… It’s not Trace Adkins.

Among a chorus of  “Awwwwww”  from the back seat I say, “Well, what are the chances they’d play two fishin’ songs in a row?”

And then the new lyrics begin…

Every day I drive to work across Flint River bridge.  A hundred yards from the spot where me and grandpa fished.

All our heads whipped around and we stared at each other…. Then we all burst into hysterical laughter!

I thought it was ironic that the song that synchronously demonstrated just how close heaven really is was called, “If Heaven Wasn’t So Far Away” by Justin Moore.

Which was apparently the theme of the day thereafter because we then heard Offspring, Gone Away whose chorus says, “And it feels, yeah it feels like, heaven’s so far away”… Then Warrant sang for us, “Heaven isn’t too far away… Closer to it every day…

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Full Moon today, with a lunar eclipse!

The Moon Group is meeting from 4:00 – 4:30 pm EDT(NY) for a group meditation.  The Moon is completely full at 4:14 pm and the eclipse is total at 4:12 pm.  How convenient.

For more information on how to participate, you can visit this page.

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In the Land of Psychic Dreams & Storms

June 2nd, 2011

Last Saturday we had a really bad storm.  There were tornado warnings in ours and all surrounding counties.  My sons and I were sitting out in the sun room watching the lightning and rain.  We had our local radar pulled up on my laptop and watched as it refreshed every five minutes to update the severity and location of the storm.

My boys, being only 9 and 11, began to express some fear when we saw that the eye of the storm, this giant dark purple blob on radar, was heading right for us and would likely arrive in the next 5-10 minutes.

I said a prayer of protection and envisioned a massive, glowing, translucent bubble around our home.

Over the next 10 minutes, we sat and watched as the storm center literally split apart and went around us on the radar.      The angry looking, dark purple center broke apart and turned to the light green of rain as it traveled over our home.

My boys were amazed, and a little disappointed.  They’d been looking forward to watching more storm, but alas, it had simmered down to only a light, misty drizzle.

Did we split the storm with prayer and visualization?

**shrug** I dunno.  I wondered, myself.

Two nights later, on Monday night, I had this dream.  There was a tornado in it so I figured it was due to the recent storms and tragedy I keep hearing about, but there was an underlying feeling in me that the dream meant something.  I chewed on it all day Tuesday.

Wednesday (yesterday as I write this) I recounted it to my best friend, Ash.  Here’s my email to her.

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So I’m in this city.  I know where I am, but I don’t know where it was.  I don’t think it was important.  I was somewhere near home.  I’m in my old red Nova… a car I owned ten years ago.

There are people with me.  I don’t know who they were, but in the dream, I knew them.  Three or four people.  We’re in the car at a red light and I am facing North because I can see the lake.

All of a sudden this MASSIVE tornado appears in the distance and is clearly traveling directly toward us.  I’m watching it coming and I reach a point where it becomes obvious that it’s NOT STOPPING and I turn to the others and say, “It’s not going away!  We have to get out of here!”

I bail out of the car and right there at the curb is this huge church, all cathedral style of massive stones.  I run toward it praying, “please be open, please be open, please be open,” as I go.  I get there, the door opens, and we all burst inside.

I run to the front of the room and look out this wall of window and watch as this mile wide tornado splits into four separate tornadoes that then spread out from each other to rampage in different directions…

And then everything became still.

We went back outside and my car was still sitting at the light in the street, running.  There was a heavy dampness in the air, and the entire ground was littered with tons of green leaves that had been ripped from the trees, but that was the only damage.

I don’t remember anything else….

And it’s not that I think we’re going to have a tornado.  I feel like the whole thing was completely metaphorical, and personal… specific to me… a message..

I remember a while back I dreamed I was carjacked and Pam came that day to give me a massage and when I told her about it, she said that your vehicle in your dream represents your life, and that being carjacked in my dream most likely meant that I feel like my life is being taken over or controlled and that I feel like I have no control.

And that’s exactly how I’d been feeling.  I just hadn’t named it.

So I’m pondering this odd dream.  And I don’t even want to look up with a tornado might mean because there’s been so many lately and WE’VE had tornado warnings.  Two touched down about 10 miles south of us last week.  I can’t imagine I chose a tornado for any reason other than they’ve been on my mind lately.

Any thoughts?
El~
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She said…
My vehicle is my life, and although there is great chaos around me(the tornado), when I seek refuge and protection in my Spirituality(the church), I will be safe and my life will go untouched(my untouched car sits idling).

And because of the stormy topic, I was reminded of what had happened days before, and I started recounting the above story to her about the storm we’d had. I was probably halfway through the story when I felt like I’d be smacked in the face with a brick!

I was telling the same story as my dream almost!  That storm split apart, and diverted around us just as those four tornadoes had formed from the one and split apart to go around us in my dream.  And just like in the dream where I was safe in a massive stone cathedral of God, in the storm I was safe in the white light of God.

I’d lived out the experience of the storm, and when I questioned whether the storm had just pooped out or if I’d prayed it away, I was given that dream, all cloaked in metaphor as an answer to my question.

So, from my own experience, and in my personal opinion, verified by God….

Ask protection and visualize it there because the power in that request is enough to make miracles.

I’ll not question it again.

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Let There Be Cash

May 4th, 2011

I’ve been listening to the replays of the “Healing with the Masters” series that’s going on right now.  I’ve found some speakers to be very informative and others I didn’t even listen to the whole interview.  Everyone is at a different level and all one can do is take what’s relevant to you and leave the rest. Right?!

Well, last week they had Mahendra Kumar Trivedi.  I didn’t know who this was before listening, but through listening I have become completely enamored with this man.  I searched him on Youtube to find out more and found TONS.

He created a foundation to study himself.  They’ve currently conducted over four thousand scientific experiments on his abilities, and seen effects all the way down to molecular levels.  He’s literally changed DNA.

Now, I’m not a born skeptic as I’ve said before.  I WANT to believe.  But the things this man claims is so fantastic, it’s a little hard to swallow, even for a believer such as I.  Because I believe we ALL have the power of God built right into us, and I believe this because I see my own power multiply regularly, as per my intention for it to do so.

It helps me that Deepak Chopra likes him.  It’s easier to swallow when someone you truly respect, respects the person in question.

So anyway, Mr. Trivedi is doing these blessings.  Three of them on three different dates.  More on that here.  And the cost is $150.  I don’t want to be scammed, so I decide to see what my Angels think.

** I’d like to participate in the 3 blessings from Mr. Trivedi. Is it a good idea for me to do so? Is it conductive for my purpose? **

The four cards told me…

#1~ General theme ~ Gram is with me and guiding me here.

#2~ Possible Block ~ Focus on your divine purpose and stop being indecisive.

#3~ Angel Guidance ~ We’re acting for you if you will only ask.

#4~ Expected Outcome ~ “Archangel Raphael” I am a healer like you and am guiding you into your light.

So I’m thinking that’s a yes.  But still, it’s $150.  And on TOP of that, I’m wanting to manifest $275 to work with this woman that I just met.  That’s $425 extra, unaccounted for money to manifest.  But I’m not gonna look at the problem because it’s not MY problem.

I’m no longer indecisive.  I want to be a healer.

I journaled my card reading as I’ve been trying to make a habit of doing, and at the bottom of the entry, I added the following intention/request:

♥ Angels~ Please bring me the one hundred and fifty dollars so I may attend Mr. Trivedi’s three energy calls if it is what will help me to live my divine purpose. ♥

It’s been six days.  Every morning at some point, I find five minutes to stop, and center, and clear my mind, and then I ask, even though it’s more of a statement… “Make me a channel for divine healing” and I focus on the crown of my head and I feel like the hair there moves. LOL  I know there’s energy there.

Last night as I sat down to look over Eden’s bills for the month, I realized that the month of April was a five Friday month.  That’s an additional $400 that’s unclaimed and unaccounted for that I have to spend in the month of May.  If I throw just $25 on the pot, which I can totally swing, I have the amount of money I need to do the Trivedi calls AND to work with the woman I met.

Another synchronous point is that the calls are scheduled for 9:00 pm EDT.  As the Domestic Goddess in charge of Eden and all it’s inhabitants, I have had trouble participating in things because there are certain hours of my day that are just for my family, and these hours are often when most other people are finally free.  There really couldn’t be a more perfect time for me to participate than 9:00 pm.

So… looks like I’m signing up for everything!

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